It's obvious, and I am still going to say it - congratulations, fellow PF'er! You did well, and this community is proud of you. But, wait, did you say that you want to "fake feelings just to be socially acceptable.." and those are "debt" feelings that you are talking about? Hmm...I see what's happening here.
When you had debt, you had a mission. You were on a journey and you had a huge community to tag long for that journey. Deep down you knew the goals were achievable, but until there weren't 100% accomplished, it was a game you liked to play. And hoped to continue playing for a looong time. But, alas!
You are a smart individual with bright future in front of you - don't waste it dreaming of the brown grass on the other side. Enjoy your freedom, and just a couple of options to explore so your mind can feel a sense of "belonginess"
- get into a lovely relationship with someone
- donate to charity/kiva.org
- travel the world for six months
Go on, you achiever, and keep up with your glorious achievements. The world needs you.