Perhaps you are too good at time management? I’m pretty poor, so I only focus on what I need to get done and I’m inherently lazy.
It’s a key difference between my sister and me. I often hear her complaining that she doesn’t have enough money or time, as she runs around taking her kids to soccer, ice skating, and some events here and there. And I calmly ask her why she can’t just simply stop and she retorts that she can’t, she has too many responsibilities, and I just don’t get her.
Like money, you can be effective at many things but not everything. I think what may be helpful is to disconnect this weekend, including reading this forum, and identify those things that you plan to stop doing. De-cluttering your life means more than stuff.
How else are you going to enjoy those amazing views that you capture?